Wednesday 8/13/08 – kettlebell training

730pm

1. dbl kb jerks w/16kgs: 20/5:00

2. kb snatch w/16kg: 60/5:00 (1-switch)

3. 1-arm long cycle w/24kg: 40/5:00

That’s all she wrote.  I was supposed to squat tonight in full meet gear.  I didn’t feel like it.  I don’t give a shit anymore.  I’m sick of my back aching and my hips being in pain and my shoulder hurting all the time.  I don’t know.  I honest to god don’t give a shit about squeezing back into a squat suit or bench shirt ever again.  It’s an annoying pain in the ass.  I’m not sure I’ll do these upcoming PL meets.  My heart just isn’t in it anymore.  I’ve got enough to worry about with running this gym and trying to make money I couldn’t give a f*** about training right now.  Whatever.